The Disco at the End of the World – Too Much Boogie!

Nathan Tavares has more or less cemented himself as an instabuy author for me, and Disco at the End of the World continues placing him near the top of my favorite author’s list. The early reviews for Disco had me hesitant: several readers I trust DNFd, and a 3.5 rating on Goodreads typically indicates that a book has some fairly major flaws. Like with most of Tavares work, I think my love for it is going to be higher than most people’s. He speaks to my soul in a way that few authors do. This book has some significant rough patches, but it also filled a void that I’ve been searching for: speculative fiction that seriously engages with historical underground queer spaces in America. If that isn’t something that immediately gets you excited though, there probably isn’t enough here for me to recommend it to the average reader.

The Premise:
Mitch is a member of the Spaceguard, which has replaced Nasa in this version of the Cold War with more of a military emphasis than exploratory. He works on the moon base, where he’s known as a queer who doesn’t get a hard time only because he also smuggles contraband in for everybody else. He gets reported for morality breaches and is sent back to Earth, where he and his fellow servicewoman Gloria (not that most soldiers used that name for her) helped open an underground Disco outside Hollywood. Strange things are happening to Mitch however, and he ends up being a contact point for Aliens who are threatening to destroy Earth, unless he, Gloria, and his new family can bougie hard enough to change history.

Read If You Like: portrayals of underground gay culture, alternate space-race history, queer acid trips, disco ball spaceships

Avoid If You Dislike: characters facing homophobia, long stretches without speculative elements, the power of LOVE, intense tonal shifts

Comparable Media: Welcome to Forever, Exit Stage Left: Snagglepuss Chronicles, Disco Witches of Fire Island

Divinity 36 – Intergalactic Idol Boot Camp

I am a sucker for watching competition TV shows. Survivor was a family staple growing up, and Top Chef has gotten me through many marathon grading sessions. Divinity 36 felt a lot like that, both in content and style; it isn’t going to satisfy anyone looking for deep commentary on the human condition or societal power structures. However, it was a fun ‘idol training program’ story with a Sci Fi veneer and some interesting takes on what alien music might look like. It isn’t the fastest-paced story in the world, closer to something slice of life, and it was a phenomenal book to listen to over an 8 hour drive.

The Premise:
Phex grew up in The Wheel; a violent and xenophobic space station who genetically and cybernetically modifies their babies. Phex’s body rejects cybernetic implants, forcing him into non-human societal status. When he escapes, he gets a job as a child refugee at a coffee shop that hosts Dome shows, where Pantheons perform Godsong. He gets recruited by a scout and finds himself on Divinity 36, training to become a god himself. For most, this is a path to fame and glory. For Phex, he’s just happy he got a pay raise. However, the grumpy singer grows more and more enamored with the music he can create, and finds himself with friends for the first time in his life.

Read If You Like: slowwwww burn romances, idol training camps, barista tips, grumpy/sunshine friendships

Avoid If You Dislike: ‘special’ protagonists, vague alien worldbuilding, extended rehearsal/performance descriptions

Karmen – Deadly Bad Decisions

After loving my time with The Many Deaths of Laila Starr, I decided to chase down some comics that people have shared are comparable. I can see why Karmen was mentioned: it asks a character to confront death as they grow and change. Despite being published in 2020, the book felt dated. It’s an enjoyable enough read if you don’t think about things at all. Plus, its a short and quick read. However, it definitely irked me in ways that modern media rarely does. This story triggered thematic red flag after thematic red flag despite being a great book to read on a long car ride.

The Premise
This comic follows Cata, who commits suicide after learning that her longtime best friend (since elementary school) Xisco is cheating on his girlfriend with Cata’s roommate. Turns out Cata’s been in love with him the whole time and this was the last straw. At this point, she turns into a ghost and meets Karmen, an immortal responsible for helping souls pass from one life to the next, determined by how they have cultivated their virtues in their life. Cata is destined to reincarnate as a lower life form. Karmen asks Cata to confront various parts of her personality, eavesdrop on others to learn lessons from them, all in an effort to help Cata’s soul improve in her next incarnation.

Read If You Like: meddling immortals, confronting your character flaws, cat ladies, emotional conclusions

Avoid If You Dislike: men and women unable to have a close platonic relationship, lots of female nudity (all non-sexual, but it’s nonstop), committing suicide because a man didn’t love you

Comparable Media: The Many Deaths of Laila Starr, It’s a Wonderful Life

The School for Invisible Boys

This book has been sitting in my classroom library for a little over a year, and it hasn’t gotten a ton of movement. This is fine: most books don’t. However, as I’m revamping my curriculum, I began to realize that my favorite 6th grade unit, Fantasy book clubs, has no queer options. Fixing that got added to my summer to-do list. I don’t think The School for Invisible Boys is the right pick for my curriculum, but I had a great time with it, even if I can see the areas where I’d like it to shift. Certainly it took me back to my own childhood, even though I wasn’t a Catholic school kid.

Also, shout out to Julian Callos for some ridiculously fun cover art!

The Premise:
Hector is a 6th grader at a Catholic middle school. Life is pretty hard for him right now. His new stepdad and stepbrothers are far more rough and tumble than him, and he feels consistently judged and bullied by them. He feels like his mother has left him by the wayside, and his decision to ask his best friend Blake to be his boyfriend had disastrous results. Now he’s on the run to avoid getting beaten up, only to find himself turning invisible. Turns out he’s not the only lost boy that St. Lawrence’s Catholic School for Boys has running around its hidden halls. Oh, and there’s also a giant tentacle monster too.

Read If You Like: the power of friendship, paranormal investigations, too many tentacles, Fantasy as allegory for the real world

Avoid If You Dislike: middle grade stories, tidy endings, muddled portrayal of healthy family dynamics, censoring slurs in kids books

Comparable Media: The Misfits, Lunar Boys, Spy School

The God Eaters – Soul Crushingly Good

Sometimes, a book hits you like a ton of bricks. They help you redefine your taste, shift the types of stories you pick moving forward, and relentlessly find their way into your recommendations to other readers. Over time, I’ve noticed that my version of these books tend to have rigorous character development, a strong narrative voice, and something to say that goes beyond ‘kill the villain’. The God Eaters is one of those books. Like most of the stories that rip my heart out of my chest, I don’t think it will be for everyone: This novel has too much romance for the typical Fantasy fan, and it trades the tropey goodness Romance enthusiasts crave for a more serious examination of trauma, colonialism, and survival, and most Western fans don’t want to read about two dudes kissing. For me, those elements add up to lightning in a bottle.

Will it be my book of the year? I hope not, only because I would love to read other books that hypnotize me like this one does. It’s definitely a frontrunner though

The Premise:
In a religious theocracy, a pair of remarkable men end up as cellmates in a prison for the magically talented. Kieran is a bandit fighting back against the country who killed his people, forced him into sexual slavery, and addicted him to opium. Ash and his Aunt published rebellious propaganda. The bandit can kill those he hates with a thought, and the writer has a minor empathic gift he uses to avoid trouble. Their journey involves ancient gods, prison breaks, treks across vast deserts, and a lot of agonizingly slow negotiation of their feelings towards each other. They mostly just want to live their lives free from the shadow of religious tyranny. However, the White Watch is relentless and the god who rules them even more so.

Read If You Like: Fantasy Westerns, introspection, anti-colonialist Fantasy from decades ago, awe-inspiring storms, thematically rigorous Romance

Avoid If You Dislike: yearning and pining, underexplained magic, tonal shifts in the third act, ‘he could never like me’

Comparable Media: Heart of Stone, Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe, The Fall of Kings

Drowned Country – Atmospheric and Moody

Reading sequels is something that I used to do all the time, but has really fallen off the more and more I read. Ironically, aiming for 200 books this year has made me more aware of all the things I’ll never have time to read, which makes picking up a sequel a pretty big deal for me. Even knowing this about myself, it was a surprise when I realized I hadn’t ever finished the Greenhollow Duology. They’re short novellas, and while Silver in the Wood wasn’t perfect, I also loved my time with it. Drowned Country is a straightforward improvement in my mind, though it didn’t address some of my core problems I encountered with Silver.

You can read my review of Silver in the Wood here.

The Premise:
Several years after Silver adopted the mantle of the wood and Tobias departed, he is summoned by his mother to help find a missing girl. What should have been a straightforward Vampire Hunt shifts as the trio realizes that the girl in question won’t take no for an answer when it comes to mixing with unnatural forces. Through this, Silver confronts his immediate and distant past, and his present moment with Tobias.

Read If Looking For: dark folklore vibes, faeries that feel truly evil, introspection, meddling mothers

Avoid If Looking For: believable romantic connections, dynamic plots, firm answers on how everything works

Lord of the White Hell -When your Roommate is Cute, Cocky, & Cursed

Ginn Hale is one of the more prolific authors of gay Fantasy out there. My experience with her work has generally been positive, but never gushing. I took a trip back to 2010 to read a book that would have come out when I was still in high school, and I think I’ve finally found the book that teenage me would have absolutely adored. As an adult, I see some issues with it, but this is the book that finally got me to understand why so many are riveted by Hale’s writing. This book had Tamora Pierce vibes if Pierce were more interested in the romance plotlines than the knight and mage elements.

The Premise:
Kiram has travelled across borders to become the first of his people to study at Sagrada Academy. He’s a prodigious mechanist, but school isn’t quite what he expects. He ends up falling in with his roommate Javier, a lord possessed of a powerful curse that his peers believe means he’s lost his soul to hell. The man is also overtly flirty, so much so that it can’t possibly be a reality in such a homophobic society. However, this is just as much a romance as a school story, so of course they begin to fall in love.

Read If Looking For: teenage angst written well, slice of life military school stories, crow witches

Avoid If Looking For: classroom instruction, deep political maneuvering, completely healthy relationship dynamics

Comparable Media: Protector of the Small, Carry On, A Taste of Gold and Iron

Kyn – An Action Packed Cyberpunk Adventure

Cyberpunk is an interesting genre to me. It’s this weird mashup of insane ideas, tightly focused critiques of our world, and intense action scenes. My experiences with it are mostly with television and TTRPGs, and the books I’ve read have been a bit more theme heavy. Kyn swings hard in the opposite direction, and I had a ton of fun with it as a book that didn’t require too much dedicated focus as I crawl to the end of a school year.

The Premise
Kyn is an Envoy. He is a killer who serves at the whims of the Sentry, who rule the city from their towers and media conglomerates. He is one of the few who survived the ordeals children are forced through, which has graced him with the ability to heal from any wound. Kyn’s handlers begin to reign in his rebellious behavior as he tries to maintain a relationship with his hacker boyfriend (whom he’s pretty sure works for a freelance information broker), and terrorist attacks threaten the Sentry’s reign. Kyn is on a short leash, and he’ll kill for his owners. You can bet that he’ll take his pound of flesh from them at any opportunity, however.

Read If Looking For: extended combat sequences, capitalism at its worst, vibrant and bleak worldbuilding

Avoid If Looking For: tight editing and proofreading, deep character arcs, books likely to get a sequel written

Comparable Media: Assassins Creed, The Effaced, Ajin

r/Fantasy’s 2026 Pride Celebration

Happy nearly Pride Month!!!

I wanted to take a second to share something exciting happening over at r/fantasy next month. I’m one of the folks who runs the Beyond Binaries Book Club, which focuses on queer speculative fiction. We’re super jazzed to host the third annual pride festivities on r/fantasy, and I figured I’d hype it here for those who are interested.. There will be discussions, book recommendations, and a book club of Notes from a Regicide by Isaac Fellman.

Most excitingly (for me), is an author panel on June 19th where Victoria Goddard, Margaret Killjoy, Alexandra Rowland, Azalea Crowley, and Trung Le Nguyen will be answering questions about their books, their process, and their inspirations.

Pride Month Calendar

2nd of June (Tue): Non-Western Settings
4th of June (Thur): Queer Retellings
8th of June (Mon): Great Big Rec Thread
11th of June (Thur): Bookclub Midpoint Discussion: Notes from a Regicide by Isaac Fellman
16th of June (Tue): Finding Hidden Gems
19th of June (Fri): Panel AMA
22nd of June (Mon): Achillean/Sapphic Fiction
25th of June (Thur): Bookclub Final Discussion: Notes from a Regicide by Isaac Fellman
26th of June (Fri): Intersectionality
30th of June (Tue): Reflection & Wrap-Up

You can find our official announcement post here, which will also have links to the various discussions as they get posted.

Happy Reading and Happy Pride everyone!

May Reading Roundup

I’m not sure why, but May felt like walking through molasses. The school year is ending, yes, with all the joys and busywork that brings. However, I found myself having to hype myself up to read, even in books I was tremendously enjoying. Add some procrastination on house projects, and I had a spectacularly unproductive month. However, what May lacked in quantity, it more than made up for in quality of reads. I have almost no regrets in how I spent my reading time this month, other than wishing I’d have been able to squeeze another book or two in. The good news? The last week saw a lot more movement and motivation, so things are looking good heading into summer break.

Life is about to get extremely exciting. I’m helping run the Pride month festivities over on r/fantasy (more details to come, but I’m super excited for the author panel), students earned the ability to cut my hair (pray for me), my dad is celebrating his 70th birthday, I’m going to spend a week doing nothing in Kansas under a blanket of stars, and I’m going to learn how to replace dry rot on window trim! For now, however, here’s how my month in reading went before I dash off to grad parties for my homeroom students!

Let’s dive into some books!